What is LOVE?

Often times people couldn’t really define what this word means. Sometimes they ended up with not minding the stuff ever because it too exhausting to search or even ask people about it, they might ask you the same thing. It really bother us right? What is the real meaning of LOVE? Does it makes sense for us to define it? What would happen once we define it? Well, probably the answer depends on us, why? It is due to the fact that, for us to define this word, we should experience how to LOVE and basically that was the thing that I did just to make a self definition of the meaning of this word.

LOVE definitely means a thing or feeling that will ease pain in our hearts. Why? It is because LOVE gives happiness. On the other way around it also gives us aches, thinking why? Well, because not all relationship will end up with a happy ending. For me that is LOVE, it could ruin one’s life but it can be an aid to ease the pain in one’s heart.

I became a victim of LOVE, and it is really hard for me to move on because this girl whom I loved, is the girl that I almost shared my life with, a girl that I made promises with, a girl who I basically prefer to be my wife, a girl whom I wanted to be the mother of my kids and a girl that I wanted to become part of my life until my last breath. Those are the things that I thought before, we’re happy indeed, but her little stuff ruined everything what we had started. She put mud on it and mess up everything. That is one of the darkest point of my life- seeing my girl entertaining  someone else, they were hugging and kissing each other with passion and intimate feeling. They almost doing the stuff 3 months straight and I don’t have any idea about it. Until she landed me her facebook account and read all the messages that they have for 3 months. Every words in the chat box really kills me, I admitted the fact that she just used me. I hate her very much. She made lies and lies and lies. She’s telling me the word I LOVE YOU, but she did not mean it, she did not mean every words- SHE LIED to me. I really really LOVED her, I really do, but we can’t bring back the time and change everything. It happened for a reason, and that reason is for me to define what really LOVE is.

ANG LETTER na Panglahat na! HAHA

To my two gorgeous ate na gagraduate na ngayon!

Te Joyce and Te Jayzel,

Una sa lahat maraming salamat sa inyo, basta sa lahat lahat na. Kahit konting panahon lang naman tayong nagkakilakilala ei masasbi kong naging tunay naman tayong mga magkakaibigan :) . 

TE JOYCE,

noong una, haha, pagpasok ko pa lang ng office, I found you a bit weird, not because of your looks but because of your actions. Haha… siguro nga masyado kang na-cacarried away sa mga bagay-bagay lalo pa na ang course nyo ei LEGAL. Huhu… Remember noong sinabi kong mag-la-law ako in case? Hala, ngayon pa nga lang nagsaulo na ako ng CONSTI 1-8 mahilo hilo na ako! haha… Pero titingnan… Haha… I know that your’e a very strong and intelligent lady who can manipulate everything! Haha.. Basta alam ko na kaya mo lahat, tiwala lang at bilib sa sarili. Nakita ko na din ang iyong leadership skill noong pumunta tayo sa isang event ng Stallion, yung doon sa may bakawan ba yun? haha, basta yun na yun. Masasabi ko lang ipagpatuloy mo lang po ang nasimulan nyo, alam kong mamaniin mo lang ang mga yon… Wag kang magbabago ha, sana pagdating ng araw na kapag itong si Ate Jayzel ay may nagawang krimen, o kaya si Kuya Jimwell, o yang si Kuya Archie at Kuya JJ ay malapit ng makulong ay ikaw ang tatayong abogada at sabay sabay mo silang isuplong para mabawasan ang mga alam mo na.. joke peace tayo mga Pre!  Haha.. :) Salamat nga din pala sa hmmm… jokes na talagang minamais na sa ka-kornihan, sa tawanan, sa bonding natin sa office at sa lahat na. HOHOHOHO sana kapag manunuod ulit tayo ng WALKING DEAD ay manuod ka ng mahusay at walang takip takip ng mukha para intense at damang-dama ang bawat scenes di ga? Haha, Happy Graduation at I-enjoy ang buhay at si secret admirer ei wag munang atupagin JOKE (*o*)V

TE JAYZEL,

Haha… medyo ito na yung retreat at graduation letter ko sayo! medyo makulit lang ei! Haha.. Kahit sa kabilang office ka naman naduty ei naging close naman tayo, kaw ga namang nadayo sa office namin para makipagkwentuhan. Haha.. Noong una, di talaga ako umiimik kasi tinatamad ako, pero naman ikaw na sobrang daldal na aba’y kulang na lang ata ei sabihin mong “YES MGA KAIBIGAN LIVE NA LIVE PO TAYO NGAYON SA RADYO 23 DZMM” HAHA… Noong una di ko talaga ikaw magets? haha… Asa isip ko noon, ang babaeng are ei pa-F.C. haha… Pero masaya naman kasi nagkaroon ako ng kaibigang papalit kay Pokwang o kaya kay Vice sa talkshows? I guess? haha Joke. hmmm… Congratulations pala! biruin mo yun? haha.. liit mong yan graduating ka na? Hala ka! Di ka nag-elementary ano? Haha… Di joke lang… :) Alam ko na sa skills at tiyaga mo ay malayo mararating mo. Tiwala lang sa sarili at sa taas sila ang tutulong sayo sa pag-abot ng mga mithiin mo sa buhay! Salamat noong iniwan ako ng mga kababait kong ka-officemate tas kayo ni ate amer ang nakapulong ko pampalipas oras hehe… Salamat sa pagpapahiram ng extension na hindi na namin naibalik, haha at sa laptop mo noong kapanahunang manunuod kami ng mga movies :) Salamat! 

Good luck sa inyong dalawa! Alam ko na pagdating ng araw ei mayaman na kayo :) at mamamahagi ha? haha… Sige! Salamat at CONGRATULATIONS!